However, painting stuff like the one I made most recently is relaxing and puts my messy mind at ease ... I feel as if I can let all the chaos just take form on the canvas and that I don't have to care if it turns out okay or not. Life is messy and art can be anything that you choose.
Someday I might learn how to truly paint, but for now ... I'm satisfied with just my colourmesses and that I'm gonna build a frame for this one. Even though they might not be the hardest things to paint - I have ended up liking those I've made so far a lot.
So for me art isn't better just because it's harder to create, art is better if it means something to you.