Finally I decided earlier today to say goodbye at long last to it. I feel completely done with looking at it lying about unfinished in the oekaki painter over at CS. I know myself that I likely never will do anything with it in terms of finishing it anyway. Thus I bid this piece goodbye forevermore. Even though I don't hate it. I simply never will find the motivation to ever finish it. Because of that I saved it as is above, to keep as somewhat a memory in my archives.
After all I had spent an awful amount of my life devoted to it already.