But other than that I've been forcing myself to work a lot of overtime this week, today is Friday and the last day of it, after this I have four days off work to regain my strenght during. I'm planning to get out in the forest at some point, for the forest is my one true energy giver.
Last Monday I started my archery lessons, which was so much fun and I learned so many things I didn't know before! So now I only need to apply it to my skills of doing archery.
I got the first few answers from last week when I got a needle in my arm that sucked out some of my blood. I'm still having a too high amount of gluten in my body, which is disturbing since I haven't eaten gluten since 2017 ... And then I'm most likely also allergic to wheat, so me who already have a hard time coming by food - suddenly got it a whole lot harder. Just lovely, ey?
Then it was only just yesterday that I went to the hospital again to get some answers. And I did. I've now gotten the answer that I do have ADHD, but I still need to get a diagnose so I can get some help with the things I can't handle in this life of mine. But it feels so good to finally know and to have taken two steps on this journey. Now I merely need to keep taking one step at a time to get further.
Anyhow, what I was getting at, it's because of issues going on in my life that I've been a tad off when it comes to everything I love to do. And it feels very bad since I really do want to be able to work and finish this website at some point. So at some point, a not to distant point, be able to sit and work with this website for at least a moment each day ... I'd say now at least 10 minutes or so, for in ten minutes I could transfer a lot of texts here or write new ones. But up to an hour a day would also be nice ... Sadly, for now I simply feel a need to focus on getting my outside life straight. For when it's messy and uncontrollable I can't handle other things the way I'd like to.
Thus I apologize, for everything that has been and everything which is yet to come.